so im back..and TIRED

SO IM LIKE BACKKKKKK and SOOOO FRICKING Tired!!!!!! but u know wut!???

i had fun.

(besides the hikes...i hate hiking..)

omg i was sweating..my hair was greasy...i was covered in dirt..i didn't change clothes for like 3 days, and i didnt shower for like two, i had to sleep with make up on, i had to use port-a-potties, AND EVERYTHING!

take my advice......dont use a port-a-pottie at night...ITS SCARY!!!!!!!

so on friday...the people in my "family" were STRANGERS..i was all quiet, when jordyn(this one chic) was like "are you really quiet or something??" and i'm like "no...im just really shy" but yeah..eventually i opened up. there WAS this guy i thought was cute in my fam tho..but on the second day he freaking ditched the group so we had to work harder...so now he is a butt.

and omggg..theres this other guy in my family that looks JUST LIKE ONE OF MY BESTEST GUY FRIENDS! OMG! yeah he looks like my friend daylan(he ish a jr) just imagine this guy with a little lighter skin...blonde a little longer wavy-ish hair, and BOOM its daylaaaaaan!

lol it was so weird

Early in the morning i saw some horses..and they were sooo cute!!!!!!!!!!! i took some niiice pics of them too :) sarah is telling me how some guy was like "I like ur hair" and stuff to her. she falls for ANYONE that says something nice about her

the pic below is from early in the morning..the clouds look SUWEET

lol


ok so on the second day..after the 4 or 5 mile hike UP and DOWN hills...we finally got free time!!!! i was like chilling out with my two bestest friends in da world.
(lol sorry sarah..i just HAD to use this picture of you coughing)


the second day was cool. the first SUCKED!



ohh yeah..check out my sunglasses..monique hates them..shes all like "eww i dont want to be around a person with bug eyes"


you know??? sometimes monique really bugs me. but whatever..even though she 99% gets HER way.....every time an old friend of hers or whatever comes she acts like a total brat...she always makes me hold HER stuff.....and acts likes i dont exists sometimes....she is still one of my best frinds!
(i know..that sounds SOOOO messed up....its not AS BAD as i say it is..trust me)


but enough about her.


ok so yeah after we ate lunch..me and rebekah and sarah just like hanged out where my sleeping bugs were. XDDDD then we had to do these gay activities -__-"





omgggggggg so some activities were:
-make these corn thing dolls(pic below(mines on the far right btw))
-milk a FAKE cow
-do this shooting game
-watch a chicken get its head chopped off
-and uh..others..i forget them tho

omg i kinda wanted o watch the chicken on and record it to show..but when i was making a doll..you just hear "OOOHHHHH!!" and so i guess CHOP!

when i finished my doll...i went to see the chicken...and OH MY GOD

like theres this...stump right? and theres the disabled chicken hear and the knife next to it and when i came over some ugly old guy was holding the chicken and unplucking the feathers..it was sad..i took a pic of the head to show you peepz, but it was at a weird angle so i deleted it. i didnt actually WATCH it die..but i heard from friends what happened. people say the chicken was all cute and innocent and had NO IDEA what was going to happen and SNAP off with its head!!!!! and they said after its head got cut off the body AND head were still moving a bit for like 5 minutes!!! thats disgusting!


poor chicken :(



lol while i was waiting for dinner to cook, me and my friend ellen were playing "the rating game". which is one of my favourite games btw :)

we were like "how about that guy with the white shirt sitting down?" and we'd be like "4"...and stuff..we are harsh with rating..well..by look...and i was like "see any "10's?" and shes like "yeah..one"
"who?"
"that guy right there"
"oh you mean the guy who was on the mountain?"
"yeah...."
"isnt he the guy you like?"
"mmhmm..."
"is he cute???"
"well i think he is"
"LET ME SEE HIS FACE"

but it was seriously SO GAY. i was trying SO hard to see his face for like and HOUR but each time..SOMETHING got in the way. like i had my sunglasses on, so it "looked" like i was looking at ellen but i was actually looking at him(as planned) but for like 10 minutes..he was facing the opposite direction..then when he DID face our direction...he was looking down eating for like 20 minutes. this was the really gay part btw. each time he looked up, a girls head would get in the way or watever. like once he looked up and RIGHT where his eyes were this branches were in the way.. i was like "OMG!!!!"

so we kepted moving areas like 5 times..then we found the PERFECT spot..no way ANYONE could get in the way...BUT...
RIGHT WHEN HE LOOKED UP....SOME IDIOT WAS LIKE SHAKING HIS HAND IN FRONT OF HIS FACE

i was like "ARE YOU KIDDING ME!???"

but i ended up seeing him..yeah..he was really cute :)

but eh..josh was better -__-"
(still miss him DX)
and i found out what happened to josh!!!!! moniques friend's brother is josh's friend(sound confusing i know) and he said that josh TRANSFERED schools!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!! omg i missed looking at him. he was SO cute. he would always look at me in science class, i think he liked me too! which is the gay part! and ALL my friends say we would be a cute couple!
*cries*



lol but at night was truely the best time out of the whole thing.

so theres was this dance.


a square dance thing(LAME)


so me, sarah, rebekah, and jacob ditched the dance.


at first....we were hanging around the tents..but theres these adults making sure everyone is at the dance so i suggested everyone to hide in the tent i was in since its the biggest. jacob was being retarded and didnt want to comne in(although i understand cuz its the girls tent and sarah was like "cindy imagine you being in a tent with like 5 boys and ur the only girl" ) but he came in anyways LOL. everytime we saw a light we like ducked down and stuff..just that feeling of getting caught at any second was so AWSHUME!

but we ended up getting out cuz during the dance's "break" we were afraid my tent mates would come get something. so......we hid behind the port-a-potties!!!!!


and LMAO!!!!!!!!!


it was SO freaking fun!


so first we just talked and stuff..and this guy goes in a pottie and starts singing opera or something REALLY loud! and we were just crackin UP!

i think he knew we were there..but lol watever. it was funny

THEN

sarah and rebekah decided to go making farting noises with their arms and me nd jacob just like starts laughing like crazy and our stomaches and cheeks hurt and EVERYTHING!!!! but i was happy for sarah since this is like the acual FIRST time that I have seen jacob "happy"....weird.

since she likes him..and im assuming he likes her..its like an "aaawww" moment thing you know?

and omg its just you had to be there to know how funny this was. sarah kept asking jacob to make a farting sound(XDDD) but he was like "i'll only do it if cindy does it" and im like "uhh nooo!!!" but rebekah kepted making this HUGE and incredibly LOUD ones that were like the "are you ok?" type of ones LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

and these people looked at us like we were insane, but they just dont have a sense of humor.

so right before the dance was over, the four of us went to go get brownies and ice cream before anyone else did. oh yeahhhh. they were delicous!!! then we had to go to our "families" and my "pa" was saying that when he went to the bathroom he heard someone do this LOUD fart. so i was like "wait..when was this??" and he's like "just a few minutes ago" so im like "oh..that mightve been my friends.." and im telling them what happened XDDD


but omg..when we were getting ready for bed....sarah(or was it rebekah?? i dont remember..but it doesnt matter cuz they both ended up telling me so watever) like runs up to me and is like "JACOB HELD ME HAND!!!!!!!!!!" and im like "OMG!!!!!!! CONGRATS!!!" and she said he was like grabbing her hand and stuff. awwwwww how cute. she was so happy. but geez...he is not my type..and he SCARES me. and he's EMO and has gross hair!!!(cuz..to me..the hair is EVERYTHING!) but i used to like him when i was like in 5th grade or so, but now he is ew.
but im still happeh 4 sharaaaann(aka sarah XD)



lol and last night in the tents rebekah slepted in my tent with some other ppl and we were playing the "would you rather" game. and rebekah just comes naturally at this game. it was hillarious. but everyone got sleepy so me and ellen were awake telling scary storiesssss. lol which reminds me, on friday in art i told some scary stories and nikki started crying cuz i told this story where this murderer is under a bed licking the girls hand and her dog is skined and theres a pool of blood in the bath tube and on the wall it says 'people can lick too'(you gotta know the story to understand it) and so nikki has this weird phobia where she like is scared to be alone or else she'll cut herself or whatever. so she starts crtying and is like "now i cant take a shower tonight" and we are like its just a story!!! XD i showed them the higurashi ending were kei finally smashes those crazy girls to death..and eveyone is just like omg! ahem..anyways
so i decided to wrap up the scary stories with a stupid wannabe scary story i made upp in th grade(this is at the camp btw) lol and me and ellen are just laughing when i,m telling it. I'd tell you..but then you'd think im weird XDDD



omg so waking up this morning was GAH! it was cold!!!! i used my stuffed monkey as my pillow lol. everyone gathered everything and WENT HOME!

but the car i came in didnt come so i had to squeeze in and double belt with sarah. and i saw my mon and just ran to her and gave my stuff at her cuz my arms and legs felt like crap. they still do and will probably hurt like CRAZY tommorow. ahh i dunt wannt go to skoool but i hafta cuz freaking 7th period!

oh yeah the pic of me n rebekah..rebekah was angry cuz her family hates her..it was so sad. she like basically made the whole dinner and they ate without her!!!! and all she got was leftovers! but my family was cool and shared with her :)

im so glad to be home..and to be clean!

(lol thuis video is from saurday during free time in ashtyn's tent when rebekah was just being sugar high....i have to deal with this a lot btw)