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yeah nothing really important just wanted to make one last post before the year ends

lets see, for christmas i got some pajamas, KH BBS, locoroco 2, makeup/face/hair care, comic book, skull hand hair clips

im getting dengeki girls style next month for my birthday!!! ahh im SO excited!! idk if its gonna be the january issue or the February one? but either way i'll be happy!!!!

i have been painting a lot recently cuz it gets boring not doing anything for the past 3-4 months just being on the computer thats what you got hobbies for. been reading lots of manga and finishing animes too since i got plenty of time. ive started getting into gokusen again. they played that on adult swim back when i was in 5th or 6th grade and  would watch the dramas with my mom too but ahh i finished the anime in 2 days, i couldve done it in one sitting but i decided i should go to bed LOL. now im reading the manga. i can prob finish it tommorow so 4 days for all 157 or whatever chapter ahahah

like a week ago, i discovered r18 games....FOR GIRLS. not like yaoi stuff but boy/girl. omgggg i had no idea they had stuff like this for women i thought that stuff was only for guys. id still play it though LOL im old enough ok

and at night before i go to bed id play hakuouki again(like actually read everything) then i get sleepy n fall asleep :)

next year i better pass state board!!! cuz lately i keep having dreams about it or just keep thinking about it. ugh i just wanna get it over with so i never need to go back again!!
and i wanna keep up with my japanese studies cuz id get in the zone for a month or 2, then take like a 3-4 month break....but i just gotta remind myself if i wanna play otome games gotta know what theyre saying @_@

like srsly, 2013 was NOT my year. i pray 2014 will be better T_T

nothing important

 look at my little baby hes so adorable X3

im so glad hes feeling better n not limping anymore

idk i dont have much to write but the other day i was attempting to cosplay as junko from dangan ronpa LOL

heres me all normal

 i love my monobear necklace

and heres my uber crap cosplay. i just used normal clothes i had n drew the monobear har stuff with paper n crayon hahaha

then ruffed my hair alot but didnt really stay. if i ever do a legit cosplay itd be her cuz i think if i really tried i can pull it off good...or just any character all gal looking

oh n for the past few days, been drawing my scary ppl and writing demented poetry. ahh yes this is the life

some people would be SHOCKED lol but its sooooo funnnnn! plus i really toned down the scary ppl over the years. they used to be all bloody but not anymore, but occassionally i draw them super creepy again XD

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for the past 3 hours ive been drawing this omg im finally done and free now i can get off this computer n get a life.

its 100% done on paint. i don't got tabets or anything fancy so just have to draw using the mouse. geez i havent done a "good" drawing on paint in YEARS. idk i think this looks pretty good. i'm sure if i had photoshop or something it'd look a lot nicer but gotta work with what i have.

just redrew some made up characters of mine:P

super kawaii

 i finally did hakuouki nails eeeeppp!!!

since im right handed, i tried making my mom draw on my right hand, she drew hijikata but it wasnt up to m standards to i had to alter it a bit to make it look nice, then i decided to suck it up n draw harada with my left hand and it came out pretty good even though it was a butt to draw. and my mom wrote 'hakuouki' in japanese hurhur

 and i had this tattoo thing saying 'oni' so i put that on cuz its related to the story and drew kazama in his demon form whee ahh i love my nails XD

last night i slept over brookes house to watch the last ep of diabolik lovers lol

we had some kawaii dress up thing taking cute pics ^_^

 rebekah was suppose to show up but couldnt make it, but we skyped with her while watching it so it was like she was there

the last ep, hmm yeah no. i kneeewww it was going to be a dumb ending but whatever. we were suppose to make a cake and decorate it with our husbands but we'll do that next week

also, took some pics with my hubbys lolllllllll

it was pretty fun editing these

 *sparkle sparkle*

at like midnight i started working on brookes diabolik lovers nails while we were still skyping with bekah. i finished the faces then decided to do the rest in the morning. and i did :3

 her fav characters are laito n ayato so drew them n some other related things for the theme

laito..his face ooks weird when i look at it, but i drew him at like 1am in not the best lighting but w/e you can still tell how he is so thats all that matters

ive been taking driving tests for the past week but keep failing DX i just need more practice

bye!

anime nail tutorial

click to enlarge

yeah have my tumblr name on it too lazy to edit it out

wheeee im getting better at this!!

nails!

 i didnt do my nails yet, but ive been practicing anime nails and augh didnt know i had this ability XD

its not that hard(if you can already draw well), it just takes a lot of time

junko took me like an hour and 10 minutes and thats NOT OK. doing regular cool nails designs on all my fingers dont even take that long. and ren, i didnt time him but it prob took longer(cuz his hair is so detailed)

but i did tomoko in about 45 minutes which is pretty good. and bubbles n ponyo dont count cuz they arent that complicated to draw

man i bet if i keep doing this im gonna start having back/shoulder problems

once i feel i can do these faster i'll do it on me and do hakuouki nails!!!

heres a pic of me with straight bangs that i cut like 2 weeks ago. i edited my eyes to make me look like im wearing contacts cuz it looked dumb if i didnt

oh an i also changed the banner cuz that stardoll stuff like i dont even go on that and like a year ago when i tried logging back in i guess they deleted my account cuz i never went on anymore those jerks and i had lots of items hmph

k thats all!

nerds

so ive been hanging around brooke lately cuz she UNDERSTANDS me when it comes to fictional men lol

yeah gonna be a nerd right now and talk about this new game i found out called toki no kizuna and its pretty similar to hakuouki which is my fav so obv i'll love this 

and omg i found my new husband lol. senkimaruuuu <3 p="">

ive been doing all this research about his route n been watching gameplays on youtube omg i cant help it

 then afterwards i'd be crying in a corner cuz i want to play this so bad but can only pick up a couple words here nd there but it still doesnt make sense and UGH why could my mom teach me japanese!!!!???? 

HHUUUUURRRGGGGH then i can play all these games and wouldnt need to wait for subs for anime and read a buttload more manga and GAH super mad and depressed at the same time

but anyways

so earlier in the month i bougth some nice nail art brushes for all that fine detail cuz i REALLY want anime nails and they came in yesterday!!! so i tried it out today and i think i can do this :D

ok one of his eyes looks weird in pic but its like normal looking in person i swear

its setsuna from gundam 00

and i'll colour it tommorow or something but i was mostly just practicing today but yeah. i can tell in the near future my nails are gonna be 20x cooler

and other note, last night i slept over brookes house with sarah. lots of fun and nerdy-ness

me n brooke forced poor sarah to watch diabolik lovers together LOL

i like the show but its kinda awkward watching it with other ppl >_> but it wasnt as bad since its my second time seeing the episodes again

but yeah then after that i was playing the hakuouki game on the 3DS to read the new side stories and omg some of them(heisukes) were SO cute but then the game would freeze or something so i didnt get to see how it ends T_T

ok enough of that til next time!

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ok time to update on a little bit of stuff ive done recently :P

soooooo i redid my nails. i felt like doing black but just black is boring so put some gold chains :3

idk im really into back&gold now a days

about a week ago i went to the mall with isabel catching up on life. i gave her my evangelion poster cuz i dont watch that series but she does so yeah. then i bought these rings cuz they were on sale!

 i looooove the big one!!! looks so elegant and the other one looks like some wedding ring maybe boys will think im married and leave me alone lol jk

today, MORE CROSSPLAY

im so sorry

NOT

idk im kinda over using the black wig so i tried using my own hair omg it was such a pain hiding all of it though cuz my hair goes below my boobs and im trying to make it all shortish so i had to pin it all up then hid it in a beanie but it kinda worked out

 i still look like a girl though

i was trying to do this makeup of this cosplayer i found who is super awesome looking and is pro at doing boy cosplays, but it was confusing figuring out how to do the eyeliner but i think my attempt is pretty good

just need smaller contacts probably

taking more webcam pics. i edited them cuz the lighting made my hair orangey looking

and i made my eyes red if it ends up being normal again once its posted i give up

heuheuheu

and yesterday took some model pics with sarah but she hasnt sent me this pictures!!!! so i'll edit them in maybe once i receive them

3 spoopy 5 u

so for halloween i hung out with some friends ^_^

i went to brookes house and dressed up as....idk kinda just put something together

and some of her friends that i didnt know too well were there but we all got along great

we took lots of pics :P

 i havent worn the shirt before even though i bought it in japan a year ago, thought its too dressy for normal occasions and i havent worn the tights since japan either lol

man i have no idea what happened to my visual kei vest. i think i left it at a friends house or something it wouldve looked perfect with the outfit

we decided to walk around at night cuz appearantly around the lake area its crazy or something but psssshhh there werent that many ppl all the kids are home so there were a couple groups of people around our age still out in the dark. we too kool for candy lol. idk we didnt trick or treat cuz like, honestly i NEVER finish the halloween candy so theres just no point really im not a big candy person, and the others didnt really care either

the gang!

later at the lake sarah and her bf showed up and came back to brookes house with us

they stilled til midnight then had to go ;(

zack left a while ago too so its just the girls that got to sleepover then we're watching reverse harems LOL

idk cuz i had my contacts in my eyes for a while n at night too, when i took them out my eyes were all tired n stuff so even though my mind was awake my eyes made me sleepy and brooke n jade were just watching these weird videos of ppl that i didnt care for but then anime came and i  sorta woke up haha

then i got sleepy but around 2 am we started looking up voice actors of our fav guys to ruin the image lol you know u have no life when u look up voice actors ahahahhh

and it was that time when everythings funny to you and u just get weird and stuff then they started talking about ppl idk so i fell asleep but randomly woke up a couple hours later and couldnt really go back to bed n they were still talking so i asked wat time it was and its like 5 in the morning then everyone went to bed

then i guess jade had to leave early in the morning but i was passed out and didnt notice then i woke up at 11 and kept bugging brooke to get up then we went to the otomate website and looking up more bishies and going to the official websites im so glad i got her into this

when i got home later i had a checkup with the doctors and i have another cyst T_T

prob gonna have to have another surgery why must i be cursed with this

yeah i edited a photo to make me look vampire-ish

i guess this site had some red eye detection thing cuz on my computer the eyes are red but once i upload it here its gone :/ dont look as cool

made my hair white too heehee

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had to post this for reasons. just ignore this cuz idk how to hide this post

dressing up

yesterday me n brooke went to some halloween party-ish thing for our church

i didnt care about going but my bffs said they were.....they DIDN'T

but at least i had brooke :P

i went to her house a couple hours before to get ready and do her makeup

dressed up as skool girls...the usual

afterwards lots of pictures of course!!!

when we got to the event, we ate cuz we were starving then took more pictures haha!!!

on my way to skool jk

lol i like this pic ^_^

lok at this nerd doing naruto poses n stuff i was dying taking these pictures

then we just handed out candy to the fellow children cuz we dont really care about it(srsly, i NEVER finish my halloween candy)

then went back to her house and made the DUMBEST videos but i dont feel like showing the world its too embarrassing 

next week on halloween gonna hang out with her again wheeee

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earlier this week i was going to make a makeup vid but did it on my wrong eye so its wouldnt work n stuff. 

its hard to explain

perhaps another time

so i just did a pic tutorial again

i think it looks purdy ^_^ decided to use purple instead of brown like always :P

heres a SUPER short vid cuz i thought i was taking a pic lol but its sooo pretty

haha oh course i like washed it off after i was done pictures pictures watevers

yea thats all i have to update cuz ive just been watching anime nothing special byee

i need to stop

ahhhh im so soorrryyy but more crossplay dress up stuff haha

IDK its just really fun dressing up mkay. it passes the time

so i tried dressing like a boy again hur hur still have a feminine face but watever lots of those jrockers i like wear makeup and look all pretty(i wuv dem pretty boys) and they look likes girls but are really guys so yeah

trying to look like some senpai agan hahahahaha

cuz my black wig is kinda long for boys hair i pt the back in a ponytail n pinned it up so its shorter whee

 i was srsly taking pics for like an hour lol but was talking to ppl at the same time 

tommorow maybe i'll cut my wig n give it more layers again so if i style it it will look cooler

i put on my brothers glasses(grooossss) for that glasses guy look but idk i like the pics better without them but this picture was decent

yeah ignore my hand how you can see my nail polish later i put a glove on so you wouldnt see it lol

mostly webcam pics but i took a buttload 

i wanted to take some pics where u can see how i did my brows

then when i was editing i was like 'why not' and made me a vampire xD

hahaha omg im so lame but i cant stop.

once brooke gets her wigs we're gonna dress up some more!!!!

trying to do that bite off the glove thing even though you cant really tell cuz the lighting haha omg

ok ima stop now

quick update

yeah im not really doing much with my life thats why

 havent been updating. i hung out with a couple friends but nothing worth writing about

the other day i did my nails as halloween theme. this time i wanted to do something different instead of the 'black and orange' colours so yeah i think its cute

 too bad my hands looks fat n gross. my mom takes bad pictures i kept telling her to get better angles but whatever

yeah earlier this week i attempted to make another makeup tutorial video but iddddkkkk im just going to stick with close up shots of my eyes even though its difficult instead of showing my whole face cuz i dont like it :/

heres a pic of one eye done and the other eye completely natural

yeeeaaahhhh......looks better with makeup

no homo

 today i had brooke come over my house and we played dress up as girl and senpai LOL we cant stop doing this im so sorry

aint i kawaii like an anime girl ^_^

so i put my black wig on brooke and tried doing man cosplay makeup on her i think it turned out pretty good actually but in these pictures u cant really see cuz im only uploading the webcam ones not the camera ones sorreh

my senpai with glasses hurhur

dude we were being so dumb like we would edit our pictures in anime skool backgrounds n whatnot lol wat r we doing with our lives?

and we would look up yaoi manga covers for pose references LOL

i really need to style that wig so it looks cool and less female hahaha

shes getting a skool uniform n 2 wigs soon so we'll both dress up as magical girls or something idk but it'll be fun!!!!

uwaaaahhhhh

ok soooooo since im currently not doing anything with my life i got to catch up kinda on stuff

been crafty again and made stufffff

been catching up on sdr2 and just finished it and OMG wtf just happened is all i can really say. and komaeda man i srsly dont know wat to think of him anymore(i wanna like him but at the same time hes such a freak)

 anyways since dangan ronpa has been my life again i made a monobear necklace lol i bought beads for it too i wanted to make it half white/black but the only white the stores had were pearly n i didnt like that

and i make these hair clip things yako wears from majin tantei nougami neuro but its not really a well known anime even though its one of my absolute favourites!

then today i hung out with sarah and forced her to take beautiful pictures of me

idk its hard getting other ppl to take good pics of me. i hate my chubby cheeks cuz they make me look fat(my clothes r baggy just sayin) so gotta find the right angles

i like dis pic. its nice how she has all the professional equipment teehee

i liked another pic but uploads as sideways for some reason so guess u cant see it oh well

oh and i bought the shoes im wearing for $25 im very happy with them wheee!

baka adventures

before i talk about my stressful 2 days, i will review some circle lens wheee

so on fb i entered some contest where all i had to do was comment and share a pic and i won yay. and every day in august someone won so my chances were pretty high

its from circlelens2u(i think) ANYWAYS i ordered some grey lens cuz i havent had any i believe the one iwanted were estactic grey or something and they had a purple-y ring so itd be a greyish purple lens

BUT whaddya know they arent the ones in the picture!!

but i kinda figured cuz some f the pictures dont match up with the lens brand so im like hmmm

but hey...it was absolutely FREE so no complaints

 so heres my mystery lens which i dont know really if estatic grey is really the name but anyways i'm just happy that they are pretty vibrant. i just dont want grey lens that end up looking really dark on my eyes but these def show up well

kinda looks blue at times, but hey i dont got blue lens anymore so these work too

the only thing i dont like is how big the pupil area is. maybe im just not used to it but its a lot bigger than my other lens

then at night i was goofing off and attempted 'cosplay' looking makeup. im getting this down with more practice. finally getting the hang of covering my eyebrows yuuussss

yeah i wasnt wearing face makeup so had to edit luckily the flash helps

OK anyways so yesterday morning went to LA cuz i had to take my state board today but i'll get to that

my mom went to some immigration citizenship thing and yadda yadda asked about info if i wanna live in japan n stuff

then went to this tiny market thing i was just following her around and some guy prob like 25 or something is like 'i like ur nails' n im like thnx then he asks if he can see them(prob an excuse to touch my hand) and he takes a pic of them lol then asks for my number o__o and my mom is like right there and im like 'i dont have a phone' which i dont then hes like u gotta have a fb or something im like 'yeah but i dont even know u' and hes saying how he has a nice job and car and im thinking 'poor guy thinking thatd make women want him more' then my moms all like noo and hes like 'well i tried' and idk he wasnt like ugly or anything but still not my type either way

anyways heres some random pic i took in los angelas mmhmm

i really wanted to pick up my kit for state board but it was closed so had to pick it up the day of, which i really did not want to do

 then went to the motel were staying at and omg it was this little tiny dirty one room motel def not worth the $70 and it stunk too. i was nervous for state board so didnt really sleep well, plus i just can not sleep with just one pillow. gotta at least have 2

anyways woke up at 5:45 ate a banana then left around 6:15 cuz i wanted to have a look at my kit to get an idea. my mom said we'd be there by 6:30 but NOOO

she got lost and didnt know how to get to the place from the motel and omg i was freaking out it was already like 7:10 when we got to the place n the kit ppl are like 'this isnt us, the kit company u need moved long ago' but it was in the same building as the test but still!!

so i'm hurrying as fast as possible(the building is like right next to it) and appearantly the doll head i brought i cant use cuz its presectioned so my poor mother had to spend $60 on a new dollhead for me that u can prob get for like $25 somewhere else and thankfully they let me in at the last second omg i srsly thought i wouldnt be able to take the test but i was so freaked out i had no idea wat to do(at that time) or wat was in my kit and AHHG such a mess

there was another girl from my school so i wasnt alone phew but yeah there were some points where im like 'oh wait i was suppose to do that before this' so tried to do it after idk they prob caught that

i just felt like everything i was doing was wrong(in the beginning) but after the break it was kinda better.

then after the practical i took the written test which i wasnt too worried aboout had to think about some questions n read them carefully

anyways my results were failed the practical passed the written. augh i did NOT want to retake the practical but got no choice. and the stuff i did the worst in was the nails, even though thats the stuff im best at. but i did good on the facial, that was the one thing i knew how to do perfectly

anyways it was an exhausting day i need to take a break from this stuff and relax

idk when i retake the test but yeah thats wats up

no more school!!!

today was my final day in beauty n now i graduated wheeee!!!

i only had to be there for 2 hours today basically just to get my hair curled XD

 my friends decorated my station ^_^

honestly i was like 'no ones gonna decorate it' but i guess some ppl do care u_u

and they got me sour candy which i love!!

 i clocked out at 3:30, but it was more like 4 watever

i gave my mom my camera, but shes horrible at taking pictures...they always end up blurry...

but this is a decent shot even though i look hideous

 but its some of my school chums so mind as well have a pic to remember forever

then a pic with isabel cuz i like this shot

yay no more school!!! IM FREEEEEE!!!!!

i get to sleep iiiiinnnnnnn!!!!!!

dude my right eye was burning. my contact or something was just irratating me so it may have looked like i was crying during the ceremony but pffft just got something in my eye

 this batch of pictures i took was actually pretty decent. guess my skills are coming back

last night i did my nails to match my dress kinda. idk i was lazy n used stickers

ahh and my state board is next thursday im really nervous but i hope i pass both tests and just get it over with!!!

ok stuff i did within the past week:

made more clay jewelry stuff cuz i owed my friend an eyeball ring and necklace like MONTHS ago n told her id give it to her before i graduate lol

also made a dangan ronpa monobear necklace but i want to buy black and white beads instead of chains so i'll post that later

yesterday i was like dying cuz of woman issues good thing i got to clock out at 2:30 thered be no way i'd survive until 5

i was cleaning my bookshelf full of all my comic books and for some reason decided to gather all my zatchbell stuff lol

this was my FAV anime growing up. the first series i was completely obsessed with. i even had a game for the GBA which was like the bestest game ever but i lost it T_T 

hmm now that im not in school once the last part of dangan ronpa 2 get outs, oh man my life is just gonna be about that game again ok bye