rawr

i decided to draw some person. its a fail. but hey...im getting better at bodies. at least the head isnt like humungo like they usually are. it'd look better if i had photoshop to colour it but nooo...so i had to use color pencil or spend like 3 hours filling it in on paint.

btw this took like 2 hours to draw. kinda slow..but its cuz i was attempting to make it look "good"

ohh and next time i go to san diego(which is gonna be a FAMILY trip*barfs*) my mom said she'll buy me that one magazine since my grades were good YAY!

mkay so a few days this thing i bought on ebay came.

its my eye glue stuff since the one i buy at the store is like out of stock.

the good thing is that this brand has more and costs the same. plus it doesnt get all crusty when it dries up.

the bad stuff is that it doesnt stick very well and i have to keep re-applying every hour or so. plus its like impossible to wash off @_@

but u no...its better than nothing :/

and lol the whole 'heavy make up thing' i got bored so i decided to try it out :P

i put on my blue contacts to make my eyes look cooler and added fake eyelashes on top and bottom and tons of black eyeshadow. i need better eyeshadow cuz the colour isnt strong. its more like grey.... but yeah. tried smudging and it kinda sorta worked but watever.

lol i tried putting on a good outfit to go with the make. it works. i also put on the snakebites but that pretty much ruined everything and made it seem too poser-ish.

haha back in my emo days.



but no.



this aint emo.



and yeah tommorow im gonna go to the mall with my friends and i cant wait to go to hot topic cuz they have that awshume sale and im gonna buy stuff and makeup there :D and other clothes from dif stores maybe.

but yeah i only did the make up on one eye cuz i was too lazy to do the other and i just wanted to see how this would turn out. thats why in all the pics i took my left eye is covered my my hand or something. lol

i wasnt wearing annnyyyyy makeup so i edited my skin so it wouldnt look so bad.



i think i put too much eyeshadow on the bottom of my eye.



and uhh...last day of june >_< summer going by quickly. its like...the third week of break already!!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!!



amnd im prob gonna do my nails over the weekend for the fourth of july.



bye

an black T an white T with 3.27 missles :D

lol lots of fun over the past few days...GOOD

on friday elizabeth and julian kept bugging me to go to the mall but i didnt feel like goin, then they were like 'we're coming to ur house...we can see it' and i was like right at the window and didnt see anything so i thought they were just messing around. i go and shower and when im done the phone rings and julians like 'how much longer r u gonna keep us waiting at the door??' and im like 'ur not at the door' and stuff and i look outside and is like 'what the-?' and laugh and wave at eachother. bleh i just hung out in the front lawn since i was in my pjs and my hair was wet and i didnt have makeup. and yeah just talking about randomness.

and then i went to san diego again and bought a new mag lolz. its called 'nuts' XDDDD i forced rebekah to buy this mag like a year ago...dunno if she still has it cuz her mm thinks its some porno. yeah, its OK i guess...models are sorta pretty....the make up tutorials suck tho. the fashion is like ko-gal( basically california girl style on azns) which is...uh....its OK. but i prefer my other ones MUCHH better. but it was only $1 so wat the hey.

speaking of magazines....at mitsuwa i saw this new one called 'kera'(its not like new, but i havent sen it before) and duuude it was SOOOOOO awsome!!!!!! its like the goth/punk/lolita-ish styles in there. omg i love it. the pplz r so pretty. the makeup is fabulous. i WOULD buy it but if i bought it @ the store it'd be like $11 which is a rip off...i shouldve persuaded my mom to buy it for me....darn.

i also watched the 4th shrek in san diego. its ok. i like it. it was sooooooo much better than the third one..that one SUCKED and when i got back home, hasna called to sleep over her house.

lets just say that we kinda broke the law when we were buying candy to stay up all night. ahhh the good times.

we did the usual stuff. watch americas got talent/pretty little liars. then idk she had to do her college hw in between stuff so i downloaded my magz off the internet lol. look at my popteen/kera XD that magazine inspired me to wear lots of eyeliner again. i need to get smudgy-er eyeliner....

lol we went on mysterygoogle or seeker or watever to get revenge on this onee dude from a long time ago...he destroyed my website..MY PRIDE! but yeah i have his emails cuz he added me on messanger a loooong time ago. so me and hasna were like ' shmexy gay guy looking for gay lover ;) i know your interested so email me: -email here- ...I'll be waiting...<3" omggg it was SOOOOOOO HILLARIOUS!!! like we kept sending stuff like that over and over and ppl r like 'im not gayy!!!!!' or 'f u' or something and this one person was copying and pasting wat we wrote and lawls...it went on for like 40 minutes o.0 i hope "it" checks his mail and gets a ton of gay ads and stuff haha.

we were just doing other not so important stuff afterwards. and went to bed around 5 a.m. i couldve stayed up longer cuz i wasnt tired, but hasna was like 'i neeeeeeed sleep!!' so yeah..woke up at 12 @_@ then ate breakfast and watched alice in wonderland. its an ok movie, mostly watched it cuz it looks cool(which im sure is the reason many ppl watched it).

and then i went back home and yeah.

@.@

bye.

har har

so summer break so far...

hmm...

i consider THIS week as my first week of summer since i had to do stuff by force last week, that didnt count.

i havent done. hung out with elizabeth and julian on saturday. she keeps calling me to hang out. gets annoying after a while -_-"

and i also have been watching lots of anime lolz.

and i painted my nails again(as seen in the foto above) :D not much going on this time.

and u no, go over to hasnas place to watch americas got talent and pretty little liars :P

we both love those shows, espicially AGT.

summer been pretty boring.....so far at least.

omg lol. pudgy. such a creepy picture XDDDDD

talk about possesed.


yeah zomg, only.....6 more days til i can watch toy story 3!!!!!!! gah i GOTTA watch that movie. cuz i have 2 free movie tickets(i have my resources) but i dunno if i should give MY EXTRA ONE to hasna cuz u no......wat if theres some movie in da future i wanna watch??? and her free ticket doesnt include special effects(im gonna watch it in 3D fo sho) but yeah. still thinkin about it....


and since its summer, i hope my besties can come over(and they WILL) but i still need to ask


and i WANTED to go to an anime convention but my mom's all like 'oh it costs too much' and stuff so i guess im not gonna go :C


ohhh and my report card. i passed all my classes!!! DOOD i ACTUALLY got a 3.0! thats like the highest ive ever had it!(im dumb mkay). i'm suprised my 6th period teacher actually rounded up. i had a 69.70% in that class but it came out as a c-. prob just didnt want to see me in her class again ha. and i BARELY passed algebra 1(see???? i'm stupid!!) i thought i did an amazing job on the final but i got a c on it @_@ well, i passed. all that matters.


ahhhhh every day i got to bed at midnight, and wake up at 11 a.m. i love this life.


and omg. last night. i found my devil may cry 3 game O.O
its been missing for a year!!!!!!! i have the case but the disk was under a freaking pile of dvds. and last night while waiting for taiko drum master to load, i looked at my luffly games case and was like 'omg my fricking brother is so retarded' so decided to search a bit and moved the dvds then i saw the edge of the disk and was like 'omgh...is that it?? IT IS!!!!!!" and when i played it, lol i kinda sucked cuz i forgot the controls but oh yeah, im a master again. im sooooooooooo happy XP


and today i got my hair cut. cant really tell. got the sides layered and a uge trim cuz i have really bad split ends. the person did well, a horrible job on the layering part so when i got home i cleaned it up a bit and it looks a lot better now than wat it does in the picture. i think from now on, besides the trims, i'll cut my own hair cuz the "pros" usually end up making everything too choppy looking. pshh amateurs

so mhmm. thats all.

Gone Camping.

yup so i went camping...overall, I'd say it was pretty gay....but thats just me(and a lot of other girls too)

day 1.

ahem....

yeah once we got to camp everyone had to take camp picures, doood it took like an hour JUST to be seated. yup sooo annoying. after that there were these "activities" going on but me and some others ditched and chilled out in our cabin(which was UBEr small). the dinner was like chicken or something but it tasted like rubber. after that everyone had to go to a gay meting and everyones back hurted from sitting down for two hours. but u got to see the stars ♥

they were so pretty.

i took a picture and u can actually see the stars in it 0.o but u like need to zoom up a lot and stuff. and the bathrooms..OMG dont get me started on those. soooooo disgusting and the girls ones were jacked up so everyone had to use the guys restrooms(which were actually a lot nicer than the girls for some reason). plus i just could NOT sleep at all. like i got MAYBE 2 hours of sleep. i was pretty much just taking little random naps throughout the night. plus, the first day went by SOOOOOOOOOOOO slowly.

i hated it.

day 2

so yeah woke up early and had a gross breakfast.

um so today we had to do these activity things. first we took some pictures and then waited in line for zip lining. the line was really long so while my other friends waited in line me n lorin went on swings and talked. so once i got to the front, like nobody gave me the equipment for like 20 minutes then the lunch bell rang so the guy in charge was like 'gimme ur name so u can be first when u come back'. but when i came back i still waited like 10 minutes. but yeah. it was really hard climbing up cuz my helmet was too loose so if i looked up it would slip off and kinda choke me so i couldnt look up and basically had to guess where everything was to hold on too. once i got to the top the guy adjusted my helmet and told me wat to do. when i pushed myself off at first it felt like i was just going to fall but then u get used to it and it was reallly fun! too bad it was kinda short. i got some picz but they were pretty bad shots so i didnt upload them. after that i hung out at the pool with some ppl and dipped my feet in the water. and we're just talking about contacts 0_o

then back to my cabins and this leader sprayed my bangs pink XD

i had better pics but this one looks the coolest. lol then shelby gave hannah a makeover gfor this "movie" they were taking and hannah had peacock makeup on and it was soooooo funny. and they interviewed me for the movie haha. i prob look dumb.

since all the makeup and everything we went to shower and zomg, the shower was FREEEEEEEZING!!!!!!!
i showered in my bathing suit cuz i still had it on and didnt feel like taking it off, plus i didnt feel comfortable going nude cuz u no...anyone could just open the curtains o.o

that was the shortest and coldest shower of my life.

and @ night, the toilets were messed up so nobody cold flush them and it was sooo gross. i srsly ished the camps we go to had DECENT bathrooms. and before bed there was a dance party and we blasted music :D
still couldnt sleep!

day 3

dude this day sucked. lets just say......nature calls.
that ruined most of my day :/ we made some crafts that day and it was just a wooden block with a letter of our first name on it.

i tried to make mine look 'cool" i messed up the heart...
during free time i hung out in the cabins with other pplz and there was this really cute braid i wanted to try to do in my hair so a leader managed to get it to work but then the rubber band broke boo hoo. and i didnt even get to take a pic! but at least i FINALLY learned how to french braid :D


ahhh ah haha. more makeovers xD. this time its chola makeup lolz. i helped out a bit it was sooo funny how hannah and shelby looked! we also played black majic and charades...fun.


then we had to prepare for skits. we didnt know wat to do and everything kept changing but we just did some random stuff.

mine was hope got stung by a 'bee' and she 'cusses' and takes the bugspray out of my hand,..its hard to explain. u need to see it to understand.

but some skits were just hilarius. the ones with all the leaders did thiers off of twilight and i laughed a lot.

and brownies for dessert...yum!

oh and samantha let me use her extra pillow cuz i cant stand sleeping flat(i use two pillows and a cheetah stuffed animal at home) so amn extra pillow made a HUUUUUGGGEEEEE difference and i actually got a decent amount of sleep. THANK YOU~

day 4

ugggg a hiking day >_< we were the second group so we had time to chill in cabins. once the hike started it was gay cuz at first its all uphill and so tiring. the end was the same trail as last years hike o.0 it took about 20 minutes to hike there. it was a nice sight of the 'outdoors' lol.

and we ate some sandwiches and after that went kayaking. there were canoes too but i heard canoeing is a lot harder to do so me and lorin went together in a kayak. and the guy who was like handing out life jackets and made sure our boat was ok was pretty cute lol.


all the kayaks were taken so we had to wait like 5 minutes and once we were on it was so fun!!!

the water was pretty deep cuz lorin dipped her whole paddle in the water to see how deep it was and yeah...wayer deeper than expected. there was lots of seaweed in the water too for some reason. yeah were were just paddling around for like 10 minutes enjoying ourselves.

my boat was #7. but the pic is of canoes lol. which i didnt try.

man but we had to hike back. the other days ppl drove back but nooooo not for us! but it was a lot easier cuz we were going downhill most of the time.

once we got back we only had like an hour of free time then had to watch retarded slide shows. then testominies came and i finally said one. mine was pretty short cuz i started to feel like crying and i didnt want some huge breakdown like last year so i ended quickly lol. as for the others, i just tuned out and liustened to music in my head whil they were saying thiers XD. but it was really cold outside and i was freezing by the time everything was over. lol and as our refreshment it was rootbeer floats. they were yummy tho.

i just couldnt waiiit to get back home. everone packed that night to be ready in the morning.

and ahhh. before bedgirls werre doing the tiny braids with string wrapped around it u no. and i was laying down and every 10 minutes or so someone would be like 'cindy, are u asleep?' and i'd be like 'mmmmnm' but idkl when i fell asleep. i was pretty tired and cuz like before i fell asleep the string hair thing was only like 1 1/2 inches done and when i woke up it was like 5 inches and it takes at least 2 hours to do that much so i mustve fallen asleep first or so. but had a good nights sleep...finally.

and today, in the morning had our last gross meal and got outta here asap!

im SOOOOOOOOOOO glad to be back! not that i missed my family or anything(i didnt lol) but cuz i miss my comfy home. espicially the bathrooms. the ones at camp SUCKED!

and i missed pudgy of course :P

i guess it was 'fun' there were things i didnt like about it. we really didnt do anything during camp. lots of free time and waiting in lines got pretty old, but yeah, i made some new friends i guess....not like i had much of a choice o_O

so yeah. thats wat went on during the past week.

and if u thought my hair went darker, like i dyed it or something. i didnt. i just edited it mkays.

loner status

hasnas right, dark hair does make my eyes pop.

if only i did have dark hair lolz.

anyways so yeah im oing tommorow but DOOOD. its gonna suck.

all my friends are like not gonna be there so im gonna be a freaking loner. i is so sad.

i mean, i guess i have SOME ppl to be around, but still......

boo hoo. brooke has summer school so she cant go, hope is a ycl, and other ppl i dont 'talk' to that much. i dont even wanna go anymore D:

and as usual, gay stuff always happens to me so yeah.

:(

IM FREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

notice something different about my hair?

Glitter Graphics

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

SCHOOL IS OUT!!!!!

although it really doesnt seem like it.....

like everyone was like 'daaang its the lasy day ALREADY?!" this week was going by fast! GOOD.

lol but i think i failed history :( i got an F on the final o_0 and i doubt my teacher is cool enough to round up and stuff so oh well....i tried.

yeah and i was suppose to go to julians schools out party, but my dad was all like 'u can go to a boys party. high school boys get kinda wild at parties. theres only one thing on a boys mind' and so on. but elizabeth was being all annoying and kept calling me to go even though she knew i couldnt. yeah watever. but instead i invited danielle to sleepover.

i lost her # and it took me like 3 hours to find! it wasnt on the web, i couldnt find this notebook where i wrote it down, but luckily it was saved on my utube messages. lol it was fun. mariokart XD

annnndd in kh 4 the ds, i got all da mission crowns and got the last item! whoop!

anyways video games got boring since we couldnt win certain trophies so we went up to my room and i did her nails.

lol just like hasna, i did different designs on each hand XD. and then i decided to do a makeover on her.

i did make up MY way. so fake eyelashes and stuff. mmhmm.

meet samantha, dani's evil twin.

i love making my friends turn blonde. tis funneh.

and then yeah, just talking about wat anime is ood and bad and everything. we fell aslep at 1:30. kinda early.

and in the morning, more video games whee1 then i dropped pudgy on her a lot.

so thats it was that. yup next week i will be away and and doing that camp stuff from monday-friday. i'll def have a lot to say as always. lol with brooke going along, we'll prob try to ditch stuff like the hikes. hopefully the place we go to isnt gay.

idk wat to do over summer, i wanna go to an anime convention with sarah&rebekah cuz ive never been to one, i'm DEF going to the beach, and idk.....do other lamish stuff

@_@

almost doooone

YAY! SKOOL IS ALMOST OVER

only like......2 more days left ^_^

but yeah. so ANYWAYS. i decided to paint mah nailz again. i think they look pretty trippy XD

and um lets seeee wat else?

hmm hasna french braided my hair and it was all pretty but it became straight really fast...darn!

OHHH and this one powerpoint thing we had to do 4 english that i spent 2 hours on the night before the due date, i actually got an A on it @_@ lucky me. even tho hasna helped me, she was just BS'ing stuff LOL

hahaaaaa i took my camera 2 school today and was taking pictures with my unattractive friends.

jk.

and during lunch and break me and elizabeth walk around he school trying to find #2 but we can never find him!!!! noooooo!!!!!!!!!

omg. i just realized today was prob the last day to see him!!!! NOOOOOOOOOO

at least i can see #3 on friday.

speaking of #3, he was acting creepy today. i mean like homo creepy status. like i dont really "like" him, but he is pretty good looking. fo sho XD

but mhmmmm. and i GOTTA pass the history and math final or else i'll fail the class DX

.....

do my circle lense look bad?

.....

i'm not say(writing) names, but one of my "good" friends gave me a weird look when she saw them D:


oh well. i like them. shes just jelous LOL.


and omg. this is going to sound kinda stupid but.

i think i might like hjfjffkgkgkgk

no. its not worth saying to the world.

SOOOO MUUUUCCHHHHHH drama

so as u may know.....or should know.....yeah our choir thing.

let me fill ya in on all the details :D

so tuesdaywas the first after school rehearsal. and boy it was SOOOOOOO FRIGGING GAY. we didnt do ANYTHING. like we just stood around for 2 hours. DX

BUT the good stuff happen yesterday(AKA day after).

like so first e had to get in the clothes we wer for our regular dance stuff and practice phantom again.

afterwards all the choirs do thier own class songs and stuff

and theeen after that we got in the dresses for phantom and sing it AGAIN. but man...yesterday was so crazy. like while we were singing phantom the second time, some chick totally passes out in front of everybody. and then like i didnt know wat was going on. i just saw ppl back off a little so im like 'wats going on to my friend' and shes like 'shes having seizures' or something. and the teacher was like 'somebody call 911' and man. talk about embarrassing. but she ended up being ok. so we ended that early and everyone went to go eat dinner and stuff. lol

at about 6 ppl started getting ready for the show.

i brought my contacts, a hair curler, bottom eyelashes and make up.

daang it took FOREVER to curl my hair. my curler doesnt work that well..its pretty lame. i added my pink extension. i WANTED them to curl..but i was afraid it the curler was too hot or if i left them on the curler too long it would melt cuz its not real hair. so it kinda was wavy-ish..but bleh.

and i added these bows and stuff.

dont i look adorable????!(lol concieded)
but seriously....i got SO MANY compliments yesterday!!! i felt loved.

ppl were like "i LOVE ur hair. i wish ur hair was mine' or 'you look like the girls in ur magazines now' or 'you look like and anime character' and so on. :P

i loved it C:

yeah i was doing like everyones hair last night(well curling them u no) they prob thought since mine was so awsome them thiers could be too..but eh...no.

oh yeah. and this i was doing my friends make up or something and some random girl goes up to me and is like 'wat kind of asian r u?" yes..VERY random. i was like 'uh....im half....' and shes like half wat and and i explain to her thens shes like 'ok' and walks away @_@ idk wat that was about

the mirrors were those celeb ones with lightbulbs on the frame so it got really hot. but the photos looked nice. yeah me and some classmates. i look ugly tho.

so yeah...prety much the whole hour we had to get ready i used on myself(mostly teh hairr) and helped others too :)

so like 10 minutes before the show started, i wanted to try to find my mom in the audience so she can take pictures with my camera but i couldnt find her, but all the sudden she comes up to me outta nowhere and is like 'is this the place where-' and i stop her and give her the camera and tell her where to sit where she can see me the best and stuff and then go backstage.

there was actually a lot of ppl(suprisingly)

ohh gooooodddd everyone was so nervous. especially since we were up first XD

ppl wer like 'deep breathes' and stuff and afraid they were gonna fall.

ur songs were:

fame

stand by me

and holding on for a hero(i dunno if i already mentioned this, but who cares..)

my mom took HORRIBLE pictures, as always.

haha can u find me in the pic..its pretty obvious actually.

no one messed up. and i think we did good. once im on stage im not nervous anymore cuz u cant really see anyone so yup.

and then we go in our dresses when we were done. dang we were sitting around for like an hour til we actually sang phantom.

but between that. more drama.

like my friend and this girl were fighting over this dress and idk. it was like immature and stuff. but funny too LOL. be seriously..these girl was gonna like beat her up and stuff 0.o

and like 15 minutes before phantom, 2 girls were smoking on the campus somewhere. you can smell it and everything. talk about stressed out @_@. and like girls were running out crying and other girls were like 'i want a sex change i hate being a girl' but the guys were like..not important. nothing special with them.

ok so yeah. my feet were KILLING me. and the heels i had to wear are a size too small DX

sux fer me.

yeah so the last song thing and we sung and stuff.

lol

but yeah. got kinda confused now and then for that one DX but it was still pretty good :)

and yeah, so the show was over at about 9 and i had to get everything ready but the shirt was missing and i couldnt find it so i went to go look for it and while i was doing that some guy was like 'i like ur bows' lol i was like thnx and then ran off. i didnt really care anymore...the 'i like ur hair thing' started getting old by that time :/ but i still appreciated it

but mwahahaha i found the shirt then i was outta here!!

and my mom was telling me how much she liked the preformance and i saw how bad of pictures she took.

and i really REALLY needed a foot massage but no one gave me one so i did it myself and went to sleep....but i couldnt sleep that well. ahhhhh supid. so yeahuh. thats my past few days.

other stuff that happened:

bleached my eyebrows so now they r brown not black(cuz when i dye them they always fade out easily)

and i saw a pic of my lovely joshhhhh and took a pic LOL his picture was better last year.



phantom of the opera intro-ish thing. you can prob find me easily



i was recording our class sing fame and boy did we SUCK.

lol. i thought i was taking a picture XDDDDDD