UUGHHH

sorry for complaining all the time but it feels like summer of 2014 all over again

like im starting to feel all depressed again cuz my roommate situation is just stressing me out!!! like im sure shes a nice person n all, but i just can't LIVE with her!! the first day she came, she asked what time i go to bed. i said around midnight and she told me she goes to bed like 10/11ish. but ugh like cuz shes not working she goes to bed like 2am everyday. that alone doesnt really bother me cuz the lights are off and i'm playing my ds and she messing around on her phone so i prob actually try to sleep 12:30-1ish but like shes one of those japanese ppl that like talk to themselves. so sometimes she like reads stuff out loud, like yeah she whispers it but why not just stay silent. and she tosses and turns in her bed a LOT and that bed is really creaky and makes lots of noise. and i guess last night she was talking to some friend for hours cuz i keep hearing the vibrating ssound of her phone. like girl you may think your quiet but your not!! i couldnt not sleep last night until she FINALLY decideds to go to sleep idk wat time it was but its gotta be after 2 prob close to 3. and its just REALLY ANNOYING cuz she would take a nap like everyday around 7pm for like an hour at least no wonder ur not tired. i try to get up by 10 cuz i dont like sleeping in all day like SHE does. srsly she sleeps so much i have no idea why shes so tired all the time. i woke up at 11 today only cuz i was tired from lack of sleep last night n im still so exhausted right now. i really wanted to just be like GO TO BED ALREADY but like i dont know her well enough to be 'mean' to her. like you know when u met someone new for the first week or 2 or w/e you guys are all super polite to eachother until you feel more comfortable to start joking around and whatnot. well shes still pretty much a stranger to me so i feel like i cant scold he and stuff and just give her a piece of my mind like i really want to. and if she would get up at night to get a drink or something she makes so much noise stomping her feet and stuff. like my old roommate told me i did that cuz my slippers are noisy so in the room i dont really wear them and if shes sleeping i try to be quiet but its like she dont care. shes just not really considerate to the other person living there. i have no idea how she doesnt have a job yet cuz shes had like 10 interviews already like wtf. either she needs to get a job or i nedd to cuz i cant stand being in the same room all day with her so if she doesnt have plans n just stays home all day i feel like i HAVE to go out and take a walk or buy groceries or SOMETHING to get away from her for a while. like the big share room on the 3rd floor is still open ugh why cant she move there instead. like i told my mom about this and she says maybe i can switch rooms but why does it have to be ME that moves?? like i was there first. i wanna complain to the manager about her but idk if its enough of a reason you know?? and i would hear her talking to her interview boss or something on the phone sometimes and shes like 'yeah i live with foreigners and speak english everyday and my english is business level' and crap like she really only speaks to me in the whole house n we dont even talk that much. i dont think i really said anything to her today cuz im pissed off at the moment. like is that why you came to my room instead of the probably japanese girl on the 3rd floor?? like ok another thing she doesnt even cook at all!!! like every single day if she doesnt eat out with a friend she buys instant noodles or something to eat. and breakfast? goes to the vending machine and buys some pastry. every. day. and she eats in our room. like ok sometimes i eat in our room too but usually i eat downstairs especially if shes in the room too. but like i said, she doesnt cook so just brings her instant stuff back her so doesnt socialize at all. like i dont really talk much to other ppl here either but i still know who these ppl are and im sure they know who i am too. i dont really cook the fanciest meals but just basic stuff you know? she asked wat i ate one day n i told her spaghetti and she looked so suprised like its some really complex meal or something you literally add noodles to water thats it. like your OLDER than me you should know how to cook!!!!! its also annoying cuz we have internet in our room so thats another reason y she never leaves. like i admit the wireless internet downstairs is pretty crappy but all she does is watch her japanese shows on youtube. i just download my anime then watch it on my bed she she can use internet. also a couple times a week she'd talk on the phone to her friends or w/e and like i dont really mind cuz its in japanese so it just gets like blocked out n stuff but she talks pretty loud and like my old roommate if she had to use the phone she'd go downstairs or something you know being polite and stuff but her? nooope just stays here talking for an hour or 2. and on the balcony she has 3 clothes hanger things that take up like half the space and all my stuff got pushed to the corner where you gotta go outta the way to reach it and put hers right in front of the door so you dont gotta move much and she always leaves like half her cloths hanging even if it raining or something she never brings them in unless she has to take it down for new clothes to dry. before me n linh shared our hangers so there was still lots of room and sunlight was able to come in the room n stuff but all her clothes like block out the sun and ugh. i swear one day im just gonna snap and unleash everything on her like im this close to losing it right now and its only been 2 or 3 weeks. i wanna wait til she(or me) gets a job and maybe it'll be better but right now im just in the crappiest mood. she should just get a single room or something idk. i dont wanna be the one that has to leave cuz thats not fair shes the one who came and ruined my life. also she smokes(not in the room but in the smoking room downstairs) but when she comes back to our room it stinks up the place but our window is open like 24/7 so it airs out yeah thats like the LEAST of my complaints tho.

just want new roommate. cant live with a person like this



on other news, yesterday did another job for voice recording and got $50 for 1 hour work