geh

ughhhh i dont wanna go to take my state board again!!!!! im so GAHHH. ive been having like nightmares everyday about it. i was studying for it in my DREAMS ok gosh one more day T_T

anyways, since valentines is coming up i thought itd be nice to do dangan ronpa nails of some OTPs n watnot

sonia x gundam

kuzuryuu x pekoyama

monobear x monomi

 ok these 2 arent really an otp but awww they look so cute

im suprised how good i am at using my left hand lol. ughhhh but doing my right thumb(monobear) was SO ANNOYING. i had to have it in some weird position and yeah i dont think i'll do anime art on that finger anymore(maybe)

yeah took a couple hours i dont even time myself anymore so idk. gotta be at least 5

and before that i was bored n felt like crossplaying again omg so sorry i like doing the makeup

 getting better at this "boy" makeup

man in the pic it looks like nothing but im packing on the eyeliner in person. this completely transforms my face or at least it does in person

 top of the morning

ok like i dont want to cut my wig cuz i wanna use it to look like a girl too and i dont wanna style it with hairspray cuz i dont wanna wash it so had to work with wat i got n try picking little pieces n adjusting them to look all perfect

i prob still look femine but im trying to be a PRETTY boy cuz those r the best kinds of boys so it works riiight

yesterday i saw the worst thing ever. a video of these baby chicks(or ducklings idk) being SHREDDED ALIVE. like at first i thought it was popcorn then in like 5 seconds its all gone and u see this shredder thing then the video goes back to the beginning image and its BIRDS and im like WHAT

then i start crying afterwards cuz thats so sad. why would you do that?? or VIDEO TAPE that???!!!

then i couldnt sleep at night cuz of that(and state board) so had a crappy night

i hope i never witness something like that ever again