mommy's back!!!!

its nice seeing her again, but i was mostly excited for my stuff lol!!!

LOOK AT IT

HAKUOUKI STUFF, TOKI NO KIZUNA GAME, LOOSE SOCKS, MAKE UP, BENTO BOX, KERA MAG and not pictured but TONS of pocky and other goodies like chips/rice crackers/ramen ect and she brought back a takoyaki uh...maker? the stuff so its circle and u can make it at home!

a hakuouki anime fanbook!!!

its a bit old but idc! ok dude hakuouki has srsly like taken over my life(or just otome stuff in general) whenever i like an anime or something i get over it when the next thing comes out but ive been in love with this series for 2 years now thats the longest obsession ive had. but still..NANA will always be my #1 fav anime/manga

anyways the girls style mag came with 2 extras. a quick guide to some new snow white?? or something game that i dont know about, and then a rejet drama CD guide

and i got kera too. i would get more fashion magazines but gyaru is dying out big time. i lost so much respect to the magazines i used to LOVE cuz that natural crap...ew...like the makeup tutorials are literally light brown eyeshadow and a little brown eyeliner thats it. and if they do wear eyelashes, its so natural looking it doesnt even look like ur wearing any. whats the point of that? all the good gal mags got shut down so only the boring ones are left. but at least since kera isnt gyaru, ppl are still creative and different looking so i still like it.

but anyways

ok i made sure to have my mom buy the okita figure. its only like 800 yen in japan while in america(or not japan) its around $30. so much cheaper there. i was thinking of getting the rasetsu version so he has white hair cuz its more 'unique' but meehh maybe next time i go to japan. and OOMmmGgGgGG i was looking up amazon japan and there was a used kazama figure for like 3500 yen but with shipping itd be like $40 here!!!!! dude if i wanted to buy that off ebay or something it would be AT LEAST $150 so i begged my mom to buy it cuz hes my fav character ever. and im so happy!!! theres a few really small scratches on his chair but nothing really noticeable unless u really examine it. i love it!!!!! and then a little chibi kazama. i didnt think itd be that small.

i also hot a heisuke keychain and hakuouki pouch  which are in the first pic

here are some gashapon prize hakuouki stamps of hijikata and harada aww its so cute

it says 'you can do it' and 'you did it'(i think)

and eyelashes n eyetape n stuff. i also got more clear band aids for that too cuz it lasts forever

omg and i was playing toki no kizuna(the first one) and waaah you cant choose which guy u want at the beginning like the second game. the main reason i bought the second game first was cuz senkimaru is a main guy. in the first one hes more of the 'secret route' charcter and i think hes a kid most of the time(but idk). well guess reimeiroku is gonna be on hold again!

mmm

k i havent really posted a pic of pudgy recently so here

aaawww my widdle babyyyy on the blankets

ok so i had another interview again today at macys this time. can i please just get the job so i can stop searching??

omg but afterwards i was just chillin at the mall and lots of ppl complemented how pretty my hair is ^_^ cuz i straightened it so its nice and pretty~ long hair is a pain in the butt but lots of ppl are jealous of my hair and its hard to find blonde hair thats long AND healthy. im prob gonna try to grow it to my butt then cut it to under my boob like it used to be

i also bought a leather skirt for only $5 wheeee. you gotta look around for good deals

anyways i painted this like 2 years ago but never finished the background and ive been bored so i was like 'i gueessss i can finish this' and i tried doing the galaxy/space looking thing and i think for my first time this came out good. then i touched the pic up a bit to make it look nicer

and heres just some random painting cuz i was bored

i have NO INSPIRATION anymore. i WANT to draw but i just dont know what. so sad :(

oh and idk why but hakuouki reimeiroku is like SO much harder to understand that toki no kizuna o__O its so weird!!!! like i already know the basics of reimeiroku and knew nothing about toki no kizuna. plus toki no kizuna has harder kanji(or so my mom says idk its all the same to me but she had trouble reading it) but i feel like i breezed through that game compared to hakuouki. im trying to finish hakuouki but im literally reading at the same pace than before...maybe like 5% faster. i think cuz its a historical game with lots of real events/places/people i cant look that stuff up so it makes it harder and i cant understand as much. ugguu yeah my goal was to try to fnish the route before my mom came back but i dont think thats gonna happen...

aaaayyyyy

so basically ive just been sleeping over friends house.

on..thursday i think? i went to brookes house to dye her hair. i didnt know i could sleepover so i didnt have pajamas or anything but oh well. they were just being weird saying my name in these demon voices and took videos of it. i dont want ppl seeing it so im not posting it.

ohhh and also some circle lense company messaged me saying they want me to sponsor lens OMG im finally cool enough to get free stuff

so i repled right away with all the info they need but that was on my side tumblr where i only have like 100 followers n they never responded back(even though i know theyve been on) so i guess im not cool enough after all T_T 

anyways on saturday went to sleep over sarahs house n brooke was there too. we took pics in old town

me n brooke. i dont look good in the ones with sarah sorry

anyways brooke eft for a bit so i was just watchin tv n sarah is editing pics. we pick up her sister at 11:30 then when we get home i pretty much go to bed. idk. like i feel bad now a days if i stay up late...its really weird. like i have no trouble staying up til 2 am, but once its like midnight i feel like i should go to bed. prob cuz my alarm clock is still an hour ahead so i feel the need to go to bed earlier idk but i think its better cuz i get up around 9 now instead of 11 like i used to.

i went home around lunch time. i couldve spent the night again cuz her parents are out for the weekend but i was just so pooped out even though i got the most sleep out of everyone.

and last night got to skype with my mom in japaaann its her last week. shes getting so much stuff omg i cant wait to see everything she bought me!!!!!!

oh and now i decided to attempt to finish reimeiroku before my mom gets back and ugguuu this game is just so long i like wanna cry when i play this cuz i just want to get this over with.

we'll see how this goes....

and omg i WANT to draw, but i have no inspiration AT ALL. so sad. but i finally decided to finish this one painting i did 2 years ago lol!

nerd

ppl reading this will prob be loosing a lot of respect of me but idc

so omg today i finished senkimarus route yyyaaaaaayyyy!!!!

i'm honestly so proud of myself to finish this in japanese without any help from my mom(but i looked up words but you know..no DIRECT translations) and i was actually able to understand/get the general idea of whats going on for like 70% of the game.

plus it didnt take as long as i thought. it took 12-15 hours for 10 chapters. but hey, for hakuouki ive been playing frigging 20+ hours and am still on ch3 im prob juuuuussttt halfway through(if im lucky). i wanna cry cuz that game T_T but i guess i should go back n try to finish that route(i think im on souji's) then play toki no kizuna again

i love you, cindy

ERMAGERD ok idk about the other guys routes but his was so cute omg i knew he'd be my hubby the moment i laid my eyes on him. like he blushes all the time n has this hand thing where if some guy touches my hand he gets really upset n aaawwww bbbbyyyyyy♥

omg and my mom in japan is buying me stuff aaaaaahhh im so excited shes bought hakuouki stuff and makeup n whatnot cant wait to see her and my presents omg i doubt i'll get anything for christmas cuz this will prob be my presents but thats ok im cool with it

k so im really bored these days so i decided to draw. i drew something pretty for once. sorta realistic not really. i was trying to go for that 'alichino' art style but idk. the shading is prob incorrect but w/e

and the boy idk i just wanted to draw something weird but ok ew. the longer i look at it the more i hate it. dont like the hair. i'm not good at thinking of boy hair styles cuz i usually just draw long pretty boy hair, i suck at short hair n idk i looked at an anime mag for a hair style n picked a random one. and the hands are too little/feminine. i really gotta work on manly hands.

anyways today i hung out with rebekah and i gave her a pedi and we did our makeup n looked all hot but idk i hate the pictures of me so im not uploading lol. dude idk i just srsly dont take good pics anymore. i need to frame my face again but im prob gonna mess up again hmm...

yeah just living the boring life

oh and also since im bored i took this quiz and LOL

i feel like this would be me to be honest, except i dont bully people