such a nice day!!!!

i FINALLLYYYYYY got to go to the mall and hang out with paul like OMG TOOK LONG ENOUGH

i told him how i hated my life n job and all those bad stories. yupppp

and i got my hakuouki merch finally!! its a notebook and a KAZAMA KEYCHAIN AAHHH!! dude i couldve bought that keychain in akihabara it was riiiight next to the gashapon for this utapri keychain i bought but i didnt know much of hakuouki so i didnt buy it T_T so sad but i have it now ^_^

so since i actually got money ive been DYING to go to the mall and ahhh forever2 shopping spreee!!!!

 my camera died so this was the only pic i got. but all this for $25 i think thats a really good deal consdering how like 1 shirt there is like $20 at least. 

i bought this shirt that i remember wanting back in like december but its on sale so yay!!! and a 'bad gal' hat, sunglasses, bracelet, and ring set but i think im gonna return the rings and try to exchange it for a bigger size cuz its too tight on me

dude as we were sitting talking on a bench in front of macy's, some girl dashed out holding like 5 pairs of pants and the beeper things r going off like omg ive never seen someone shoplift like that before and she didnt get caught.

anyways we also ate some frozen yogurt and omggg that cheesecake flavor was SOOO GOOD omg it was BOMB.

 and when i got home, my toki no kizuna game came in AAAHHH BEST DAY EVER

i wish it arrived yesterday tho so id have more time to play T_T prob get past the prologue(if there is one) and thats about it waaaah i wanna play.

dude at this rate im like never gonna finish reimeiroku T_T barely got my own free time and playin these japanese games takes HOURS.

and i took some webcam pics looking all swiggity swag

ughuuu i dont want to go back to work

wait....i MIGHT be able to take some more days off by going to a funeral in virginia n then i can play my games hmmmm ill ask.

im in despair

hate my life, or more specifically my job.

i hate acrylics. never been a fan of them to begin with. my boss is trying to make me do pink and whites.

i couldve gone home early it wasnt that busy today, but she made me stay til 8 practicing on her. i just wanted to go home. i was hungry, i had a headache, i was miserable.

i ate dinner at 8:15, watched some tv and took a shower at 9. i wanted to finish my show after but my brother was hogging the tv and i was just so sad and miserable and all i wanted to do was finish watching my show but i had to 'wait'.

i felt sad. i went to my room and started crying again. then my nose started bleeding. a job shouldnt make you feel this way...

im just so done. just...just have to try to deal one more month at least....

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on sunday me n brooke went to a japanese festival in san diego!

i actually got an extra day off thank goddddd im dying over here i FINALLY get 2 days!

anyways we dressed up in yukatas wheeeee~

ate some takoyaki ^_^ 

brooke has been wanting to try some for a while cuz its her hubby ayato's fav food LOL

 feeding her man

there were some other ppl in yukatas so it wasnt so awkward(except when we l

left and went shopping that was awkwad n embarrassing)

heres some kiddie masks i kinda wanted one

 precure & anpanman

while my mom was entering some giveaway me n brooke were just standing around and some random guy went up to ask n asked for a pic witth us and he thought brooke was japanese LOL 

 full body picture~

idk the festival was OK but...it couldve been better. i wanna go to a matsuri in japan T_T

and on my day off today in the morning i hung out with josh and he gave me an sdr2 fan from anime expo but i left it in his car >_< i'll get it next time we chill. we just talked about how we hate our lives and some anime/rpg horror games then ate frozen yogurt.

and i COULDVE hung out with paul but augh dumb. been trying to hang for ike 3 weeks i need my hakuouki merch and im DYINGGG to go to the mall!!

heres a pic i randomly took of a few of my fav drawings

id draw more but i just DONT HAVE TIME

time. time is very precious to me now a days.

D:

i hope toki no kizuna arrives tomorrow. ahhhhh i wish it came today so i had all day to play..

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so on sunday at work there was some bridal part of 11 ppl that came in. i was a bit nervous cuz the day before i was slow n only got like 3 ppl when everyone else got 6 so my boss was like you gotta be faster and blah. so i was like okay gotta go fast. but the she gives me the BRIDE and im like oh crap cant BS this person, gottaa take my time....then the bride orders the most expensive pedicure and the more expensive, the longer ur suppose to take so im like gaaaaaahhhh. then she wanted nail art and i had to redo it cuz the black ruined it so extra time and everyone else is working on their second person and i havent even done the manicure yet. and idk i felt i took long but like shes the most important person i had to do a good job. if it was some background person then id prob rush more but agh. but my boss didnt mind since i had to do the bride plus it was a $90 service so its ok.

so like tomorrow my dad is going to the airport to virginia and im like WHAT? and my family is like 'hes been planning it for like a month already' but yesterday was the first time i heard of this cuz im never friggin home anymore. like i basically live at work now im just home to sleep mostly....

and today, i decided to buy toki no kizuna EEEEEEEPPPP!!!!

ive been wanting this game since maybe november or december and mostly cuz senkimaru~ my hubby ♥

bby~~~

i bought it for $58 cuz i didnt feel like waiting til i go to japan next whenever that is to buy it cheaper. so watever. all the other listings were like $62 and above. man once i get this game idk if i'll have time to play cuz i HAVE to be on tumblr like thats my life right there, but i gotta make room for this too!

at this point im never gonna finish hakuouki reimeiroku....

july

no pic again cuz i never have time for selfies or do anything cool

anyways so yesterday was the 4th of july and i got to go home at 2 thank goddddd

just catching up on my shows n goofing off on tumblr and trying to play more dmc3. soooo many games i need to play/finish like holy crap u dont even know. a few days ago i used my actual money n decided to buy to the moon, only cuz its on sale for $3 but i havent even touched it yet. but its ok, i already watch a whole gameplay like a year ago but augh that game....right in da feels. ill play it later on.

at night went to the elementary school park to watch the fireworks but i only took like 1 vid cuz i mean...it always the same n for once i want to actually wanted to watch and enjoy them instead of looking through a tiny camera watching them.
then went tome at like 9:45 and my house is like 2 minutes away or less by driving but all the sports park ppl were hogging the road so took a bit longer. then watched japanese variety shows with my mom. duuuude i miss those so much! before when i HAD a life, id watch them ALL THE TIME with my mom every week when the new eps came out but nope im like so behind now. :( poor me.

on Wednesday was so DUMB. like i only had one customer that whole day, and she came in at 6:00. so from 9:30-6:00 i was literally doing NOTHING. i was just sitting around bored outta my mind reading old magazines and at like 3 or 4 me n this other girl practiced eyelash extensions but still. and i dont even get paid. like why am i here? i can be at home on tumblr. at least the other works had phones n stuff to go on and watch youtube or something but i dont dont so i was soooooo BOORREEEDDDD. and that lady auughh so dumb she wated a pedicure AND a FILL. the store closes at 7:30 but by the time i finished it was 8:30 like i wanted to go home so bad ugh i hate my life

and i hate when its not that busy then all the sudden everyone comes at once. i hate that more than anything. so i got like 3 ppl lined up for me n stuff adfhjkl my life sux.

so anime expo has been going on, wish i could go T_T but i told paul to buy me hakuouki merch and he BETTER HAVE. hakuouki is the only thing that will cheer me up!!