life

soooooo last week my seifuku came in!!!! wheee!!! its the first cosplay i've bought and only $11.50 TOTAL!

and the quality is better than i expected.  thought itd be supperrrr crap material n stuff since its so cheap, i mean its not THAT great but i think its ok :) and fits perfectly!

ok so the past few days my life has been a swirling vortex of pain and suffering. soooo i went to an interview for a nail salon cuz i like doing nails. and the ppl there seemed nice n stuff(even though they are way older than me) but IDK. like the manager was like 'everyone working here is only manicurists and the past cosmetologist usually end up wanting to do hair more in the end' and i just kept thinking about it. like that really opened my eyes for 'is this what i REALLY want?'. but idk she made me kinda take some clients to see how god i was before she hired me so i had to put back some rhinestones on this lady's hand, do gel nails on a workers fingers to show i know how to do it, and do nail art. and shes like mkay i'll call you.

but when i got back home i was very confused...because i like hair AND nails and maybe i should be doing hair cu i have a license for it, not for just nails. and my mom prefers me working with hair. so i'm confused and even being on tumblr i still felt sad n stuff so in my room i decided to pray for some help for the right choice then i just start crying. idk why but i lost it and i felt so pathetic for crying at something like this.

so the next day the lady called offering the job but  was like 'hey u know ive been thinking about what you said n can i get some time to think about my answer?' and it was fine but i only had like 2 days but anyways that same day i went to the mall's hair salon to try to see the manager for an interview, but she wasnt there and the position i was going to take but filled but another was avalible so i tried applying for that. but idk i NEVER get calls back for hair salons. i feel they want experience but dont got any. but anyways at the mall i bought some crcle sunglasses cuz ive been wanting some for a while now

i like them!!!!

so anyways after a LONG though i decided to take the nail salon job since they are offering. but idk, i like doing nails but mainy nail art. i dont care about doing acrylics and stuff. and idk after i told her that, i was like 'is this really wat i want?' cuz i dont feel excited or anything.....maybe im just nervous cuz its my first job? yeah so i have to work from 9:30-7:30 uggguuu thats 10 hours straight and idk about days off cuz the salon is open every day. im going to be SO exhausted when i get home from now on. goodbye sleeping in til 11 T_T