model thing

so there was this model search thing i decided to sign up for in da mall.

it was ok. there was a runway we had to walk. we had to say our name and say some script thing then walk and pose. NORMALLY, i would be nervous...doing that in a PUBLIC PLACE with ppl staring at me. but idk. i wasnt shaking or sweating or anything. prob cuz its just strangers that i'll never see again.

but i sorta forgot my script thing and messed up. so when the guy called the good ppl with potential, i wasnt one of them T_T

BUT THATS OK! besides, you had to pay if u wanna move on. the next stage would be a photoshoot but but it costs like $150 so my mom said no, plus that doesnt gaurantee you'd win anyway. i guess you can pay if your really really serious about being a model/actress. but i think it would be cool n all, but its not like, my absolute dream

but at least i go to take home my paper thing^^^

what i looked like 4 da auditions. not trying to be all self centered or anything, but i felt like i was the prettiest(LOL) but i honestly think i have a better chance to be a model in japan♥ for my magz of course ;)

i need to buy more shirts for school. OMGGGGG school starts in like 2 weeks SOOOOOOO retarded. i wishschools here started in september like normal schools do.

and heres some eye make from earlier this week. my new eyelashes! the dollywink one is really pretty but its like really long(like i mean longer than the length of your eye) and i dont really like that, but they're too precious to cut!

oh and heres this contest thing you guys should enter ;)

http://chumaykaygal.blogspot.com/2011/07/100-followers-giveaway.html