black bird

i love cloudy days. they are the best

and cooler days are lovely too. except the wind is too cold

havent really had much to say :/

i'd like to share a poem i wrote about for english class. ppl think its sad/demonic/scary

but i srsly had no idea what to write so anyways

-ahem-

Rain drops fall on my cheeks
Grey clouds crying with us as the coffin gets buried
Mud and rocks piling on our loved one
Cries and moans from friends and relatives
Crows on dead trees looking down on us
Roses are laid down besides the tombstone
We say one last goodbye

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and during pe i was singing disney songs lol. made me happy ^_^

theres been a lot on my mind recently......

so lately ive been just spacing out

i guess i look sad or something when i space out but idk

and when i dye my hair, i want her hair colour ^^^

i like her contacts too. i'll buy them next

Happy Valetines Day!

Happy Valentines day everyone! hope u all got lots of chocolates and something sweet from someone u like

Last night i made food to give out today

some chocolate covered marshmallows and valentine cookies ;D

everyone seemed to like them yay!

and i got some candies and cards too.

of course, i couldn't give anything to the guy i like cuz.....i don't really know him o_O

such a shame....

i complain a lot

ok so last week was awesome, so cheerful

but THIS week. i have no idea wat happened. but lately i've just been all stressed out and in some pissed off mood, and idk why.

i even had to use my aromatherapy candle 4 stress lolz. it sorta helped. and draw some depressing drawings haha

2day i went to san diego and bought more magazines. ranzuki and ageha. i was going to buy an anime one too but i decided not to cuz i already have a lot

and i was debating whether or not to buy these new precure figures but my mom was like 'dont waste ur money' and idk...i dont like how the new series looks

i also bought some stuff i'll make for valetines day. i'll make it tommorow. its food

if i had a bf, i would make him something awesome like the recipies in my popteen mags, but i dont, oh well

new nail

new nails for valentines day

im getting good. took only 1 1/2 hours dis time >_> but im improving!!!

kinda ran out of ideas so some nails look really bad compared to others

ya-huh

and some other note-my legs hurt really bad cuz bleachers T_T

cold

so the past week:

i beat re:coded wheee i was so happy. the ending was really stupid though, made me mad

and for some STRANGE reason, i was like....really happy and cheerful for most of the week. by friday it kinda just wore off, but idk..something was wrong with me o__O

this eye glue stuff i bought arrived. it works pretty well.

im gonna try wearing bottom lashes more often cuz the glue works for eyelashes too and it dries clear :D so hopefully it stays on all day

friday-saturday went shopping with hasna. mostly for her own sake cuz she needs some blazer thing. but i managed to buy myself a shirt XD

yeah, next time i dye my hair..i think i will go darker. more 'brown' cuz im tired of the orange-ness